I believe that we are born to learn and to be happy; that learning will lead to our happiness.
One of the cliches often shared with me in my whinging times is, good things come to those who wait.
Hmmm. I do believe the essence is true but I have also come to realise that I lack patience. I hate waiting … for anything. It definitely is my lesson to learn this lifetime.
What prompts this grand epiphany, you might ask. Well, a few things thus far this year.
Waiting for work to come and trusting the universe that it will be there when I need it. It did come. Too much of it has come – be careful what you wish for lol.
My hair colour – I am unhappy with its darkness at the moment but lightening will be a process so I haven’t started yet lol. I do understand that lightness won’t come without any action whatsoever.
And the big one. Last year in March I attended an information session about the Weightloss Surgery (sleeve gastrectomy). I had to wait a year for my health insurance to activate. I have had my heart set on the surgery in April/May. I had an appointment with the doctor last week and due to travel plans, I can’t have the surgery until July 20.
I was the same with pregnancy and then fostering, it was all about waiting. And this last week, I know the kids at the current school will come to show respect for me (some already are) but I want them to show it now. Lol, I’m so not patient.
With my things.
I am in the classroom with children’s learning and I am with the pets, most of the time.
Just my life, I want things now.
I guess I’m set to learn the hard way …
My mum once gave me this … ‘Nuff said.