Two years ago today I started my blog. I was frustrated that I had stopped writing. I have enjoyed building it and writing regularly, and it has, without a doubt, supported my healing process.
It still hurts deeply that I will not be a birth mum. I still struggle, some days more than others, with this but I trust that the life I truly yearn for I am working towards, and that everything that is my life is part of a greater plan. Almost Christian like 😜 not any real difference between faiths when it comes down to it.
Some years seem to not change much but in the last few years a lot changed. I miscarried, I tried IVF again, I moved homes, I changed staff rooms and roles, I bought a new car, and I’ve started a business.
Life is what you make it. I cherish every opportunity, every experience, every tear, every smile.
I love living … Even from the darkness.