So, I’m happier and calmer this year. Cruise high still possibly. But I’m loving it, except for the occasional short bursts of temper that I’m not quite sure of.
I’m trying to work out if it’s a good thing or a bad thing, but if I feel annoyed or irritated, it’s expressed as freely as my happiness. Usually things sit and I’ll process them before I react. These days I’m just reacting.
It comes out, I settle down, it’s done.
It’s probably good for me but I don’t think it’s good for those around me.
It’s an interesting dilemma. I feel more consistently calm, but I also feel more annoying to others.